TEN

Good morning world! I know I haven't got the chance to update this in a while but life's been pretty busy. But sunday mornings like these are the ones that make me feel best at home and somewhat brings me back those childhood memories. So last night I came home around 3am from a friends birthday. I had myself a good time and I got to see everyone I haven't seen in a long time that I used to always be with, especially the the birthday girl herself. I didn't see her since January that I last recall. So when I came home I felt a little grateful for everything and all my friends which led me singing along to a song that came up, we're in heaven the slow version. I which then decided to make a singing video, mind you this was in the middle of the night. It's not my best but I'm not sure if I'm going to redo it or just upload it raw, but I'm planning to post it up after my house track I wrote sometime last week one night and recorded the next day. Some reason I'm not really satisfy with it no more, the lyrics seems a bit weak but meh. Holly crap, friday I had a good time. First I went to teashop then waited for someone to reach so we can head to basement. We were the first to get there so that was pretty loaft and my phone was dying so I couldn't do much. But when people started coming, I was already starting my trip. Then around 3 or 4am that's when almost everyone came. I honestly saw so many people came that I haven't seen in so long and the ones I used to hang out with last year. It was awesome, I was happy. But by the end of the night, I was exhausted, drained, hot, dehydrated and sweating bricks. I thank my cv, jnf fam for watching out for me and tending to me needs like she always has. Oh and I forgot to mention how awkward it was for me that my bro came, but right before we all left I went to coat check to get my jacket and felt it coming out. Once I turned around a bit came out and I head towards the washroom, went in the biggest stall there and yakked right in the garbage bin. I heard cv calling out my name and couldn't even answer cause it was just coming out. When I responded she said everyone was leaving (jnf fam). Had to drop off four people so that took awhile to get home ourselves, bro had to wake me up. Once we were about to go in I told him if mom asks say that he picked me up from dt cause I told her I was going to be karaoking dt at a friends condo... Lmfao again next week hopefully for ht and bn's birthday. Besides from the recent stuff I finally got to talk to him and he was understanding about me not going to school and told me he can't force me to do something I don't want and that doesn't make me happy. I can't go to school if my mind isn't set on that and I miss him so much but it was good to talk to him and hear his voice, Free NTH. Hmm what else is new... Girls girls girls, I'm just going to let lose and let the girl do her while I do me. I can't continue to hold on or chase someone if it's wrong or even if it's right. I don't got time for games. Damn I need to find my sin card to get a job. Winter plans are still in tact, summer next year hopeful I can go with him too. Even though he's an ass sometimes, he still means a lot and I know we love each other. Overall, I've been thinking and staying positive lately and it's been doing me well or even better. I'm becoming happy with life. I want to reconnect with all my friends from every region and balance it all out. Well, that's enough for now. I'm fuggin hungry! Bye world :)